November 2010
2 posts
Holy shit depression.
You cannot have a big enough Palette.
August 2010
1 post
1 tag
Fuck peaks and valleys. Peaks are what they are,...
I need a break from this. I have no idea how to take one. I need to exit stage wherever. Get out of this place for a bit. I need to go somewhere foreign and be alone for a while. I’m tired of people. We are a fungus on this earth. It is kind of gross what we do. Then again, I could care less. This is all very insignificant.
Lost art: penmanship. Who cares? People need to let go of certain...
January 2010
1 post
I am currently creating a new reality for myself,...
I'm still so 2000 & Late
December 2009
2 posts
Rock Bottom
Amazing pain
Wounds
Upset Stomach
Drinking
Hazy
Mistakes
Fluttering
Headache
Boredom
Anxiety
Lack of communication
Missunderstanding
Focus
Lack of focus
Sleep
Sensitivity
Loneliness
Regret
Guilt
Sadness
Hopeless
Searching
Quit
November 2009
3 posts
Fatigue
Dizziness
Ocasional sharp headache pain
See trails in the morning
Severe depression on some days
jumpy in my sleep
Made me lose a bit of depth perception.
Made me a little off balance occasionally.
Very quick out of body experience. Or at least slightly out of body, like I was leaving but came back before I was fully out.
Hysterical laughing fits.
Wanted more cereal.
Slight dizziness.
Dry mouth.
Dry eyes.
Slight uneasiness about the world.
Maybe a tiny bit jumpy without actually jumping.
Sometimes...
1 tag
Thank You Cab Driver
Thank you Mr. Cabdriver. Thank you, for keeping all four of the windows in your cab closed for your entire shift, creating your very own sauna of odors. Thank you for breathing inside of this small enclosed area for hours and having such bad breath that when I enter your cab, all I can smell is human breath. The kind that makes your lungs feel how they aren’t supposed to. The kind of smell...